white walls

May 6, 2008

   My family thinks that I'm a psycho 4 yr old just because I don’t talk to people and I scream all the time but I speak to myself and all the people in my head that make me want to end up  in a black place that is all most thing is to me, but who really care about me or what I think and what I do all I am is a waste of space and I feel like I should just die just like what my brother and my friend did.

May 13, 2008

Today my horrible mother had taken me to a stupid mental hospital. My f*** gay doctor said, “the 27 she can come back to start her appointment here and all her drugs so she, not a psycho I mean a sweet little girl” what does he think I am a one yr old or something no I'm 4. This is what my horrible mother had to say when we went to the beach “Zoe doesn't do it” but I did it anyway this is what I said “ angles can fly so why can’t I“. And jump of the pear into the sea my dad came and got me from the sea. "I wanna die just let me go I hate you let me go I wanna die let me go I hate you so much let me go" I screamed.

May 27, 2008

No windows just white horrible white walls all I can see and all the doc keep saying I will ever see ugly white walls I'm hiding my drugs that they are giving me but I still feel weird I can’t remember my other sister or my horrible mother. I miss my friends.

July 14, 2008

My doc found my drugs so they are hiding it in my food but ... I haven’t been eating. I don't know how long I have been here it's like I have been for 400 days. my doctors came to see me and said "that they need the room I was in" he grabbed me "I wanna die just let me go I hate you let me go I wanna die let me go I hate you so much let me go" I screamed.

food

what does the term baking is a science mean?

Baking Terms- An Online Glossary. All-Purpose Flour — This is a wheat flour that is made from the milling of hard wheat or a mixture of hard and soft wheat. ... Baking —Baking is the process of using dry heat to cook food. It is usually performed in an oven.

Why is the numbur of folds inportant of your mixsture?

12

Folding is usually executed with a rubber spatula for liquid and dry ingredients, or with a wire whisk for whipped cream and egg whites so that the mixture gently incorporates as it falls through the wires. The first step in many of our baking recipes calls for: beating butter and sugar together until pale and fluffy.

Spiced Apple Muffins
Ingredients

Serves: 12

2 cups flour
3 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 cup granulated sugar
1 cup chopped peeled apple
1 egg, lightly beaten
1 cup milk
1/3 cup melted butter
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon nutmeg

Directions:
1 Pre-heat oven to 180 degrees
2 Mix together flour, baking powder, salt and sugar.
3 Mix in apple, cover completely.
4 Add egg, milk, and butter.
5 Pour 3/4 full into greased muffin tins.
6 Mix topping together and sprinkle over unbaked muffins.
7 Bake for 15-20 minutes or until brown.
8 Eat them.

Defining the process of stylisation

Defining the process of stylisation

 If something is stylized it means it's represented in a non-naturalistic conventional form. The heart-shaped symbol in the popular phrase "I heart NY," for example, is a classic stylized representation of a real heart.

spiders

Scientific name: Araneae

Class: Arachnida

Order: Araneae; Clerck, 1757

Higher classification: Arachnid

Lifespan: Brown recluse spider: 1 – 2 years, Southern black widow: 1 – 3 years, Goliath birdeater: 15 – 25 years

Diet: Carnivore

do spider have bones

Yup, count them…eight legs with six joints on each. Spiders do not have a skeleton inside their bodies. They have a hard outer shell called an 'exoskeleton'. Because it is hard, it can't grow with the spider.

how long does it take a spider to molt

The molting process can take anywhere from fifteen minutes to several hours. Once your tarantula has emerged from its old skin, it will be extremely soft, tender and sensitive. If you handle your tarantula, do not do so for at least a week after it has molted.

Some spiders have book lungs. A book lung has a stack of soft plates called lamellae. Oxygen in the air passing between the lamellae diffuses through the tissue into the blood. Other spiders have tracheae which are breathing tubes held open by rings of chitin.

Spiders don't have ears - but they can still hear you coming. ... The discovery came as a surprise because, technically, spiders do not have ears. However, the latest research shows that the hairs on spiders' legs are so sensitive that they can detect human speech from several metres away.

INSaNiTY

INSaNiTY - lyrics

Gregory Porter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-gqr0d_wwo

key similes / metaphors

Everything is said and done
Everyone has had their fun
Time to make my exit from this
FairyTale
My departure was foreseen
From the very beginning
Assume life of iNSaNiTY
Sayonara~

Hello nice to meet you seem familiar have I met you before
Goodbye sweetie nice to see you
Haven't talked in quite a while
So

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, why don't you take a chance?

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, try to stop it from corrupting 

I was never meant to be
This paintings main centerpiece
Hidden in a corner
My outlines are fading
The Days have turned into Night
Darkness has consumed the light
Assume life of iNSaNiTY
Sayonara~

Hello nice to meet you seem familiar have I met you before
Goodbye sweeetie nice to see you
Haven't talked in quite a while
So

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, why don't you take a chance?

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, try to stop it from corrupting my heart 
Why wont anyone
Notice the torment
This madness is causing
Terror of my own
Self-conscious Minds
Persecution
I wont survive like this

Sanity, the light is peeking through the darkness
Purity, cant feel anymore of the stress
Sanity, Its already fading away
Cruelty, there's things controlling me

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, why don't you take a chance?

iNSaNiTY, the weight of the air is torture
Psychopathy, don't know who I am anymore
iNSaNiTY, the illusion of ignorance
Captivity, the corruption has taken me~

Bellwork - 10 mins silent writing

looking out the window of the jet was very carming for my little bro. But what he didn't know that we were probably about to die, there were gunmen on the jet with us. we could hear shouting from the back of the jet then we heared a loud bang, Jack  jumped two guys came running in I grabbed Jack and try to shalter him